Sitting in bed-

Doing more thinking. I just watched a movie called The Other Man, with Liam Neson and Antonio Banderas. It was about love and … well the difficulties of going through life. (at least that is what I saw in it) Life is so difficult, on many different levels. How do you know what you want, who you want, where you want to be, and who you are. I know I said in my last journal that I had an idea of who that person was… but do we ever really know who we are. Things change so fast all the time, one of the fastest changing things is my mind… the smallest thing can have the biggest impact on anything. That smallest thing holds so much power in the larger picture of anything really. And when you sit down and think about it… you control a lot of small things. You can do something small and have a huge impact on something, or you can do something monumental and the smallest thing can have a huge impact on it. How do you know which way to move, what words to say, what face to make? When everything has an impact. You can’t even do “nothing” with out that having an impact. When you face a problem, how do you know who to talk to, who will have that impact on you that will help you… WHO ARE YOU? That brings me to my next … thing, EVERYTHING CAN BE SEEN FROM DIFFERENT EYES BUT HOW DO YOU KNOW WHICH EYES ARE YOURS? That is a question that is going to take a long time for me to figure out…